1 Week, 2 Adventures

CONvergence has come and gone and we had a fantastic time. My parents actually came to see what all this nerdy con stuff is about and apparently had a blast. They went to panels, some music shows, and even got in on the cosplay game!

Sarah and I got to perform with both our friends Kayla and Marina at HarmCon, putting together some truly amazing harmonies, parodies, medleys, and a good deal of live snark. Honestly it’s one of the best shows we’ve ever done and I would love to perform with them some more. Also, Sarah made her way to the Late Night Music Circle while I was on shift late on Saturday, and I happened to walk by just as she was starting to sing one of our songs. So I ducked in and sang it with her in a drive-by duet.

For general CVG stuff, I’ve gotten better at keeping my list of the funny moments I want to remember. I don’t want to record them here for lots of reasons, but it makes me happy to know I can look back and remember how I did the best “Not It!” of my life to Ben or giggle about the discovery of the weird snoring noise outside ConSuite (it was a distant party’s music but it did not sound like it). For all the stress leading up to the convention, and for the icky moments that come part and parcel with the rest of it, I truly love the work of volunteering. It makes me a better person and it gives me a chance to do something positive in a world where it sometimes doesn’t feel like any one person can make a difference.

Con is a lot, though, and not just in the packing (look at how Tadashi helps!):

After all that, I needed more than just a week of rest at home. Something about this year’s con kind of wore me out without feeling like a release. I found myself oddly restless afterwards, unsettled and kind of stuffed up in my own head. I always take time off after the convention to recover, but somehow I wasn’t getting back to a point of rest and clarity.

And then Marina and I discovered a local, extremely low-key mud run the Saturday after the convention wrapped up.

For context, we’d done one of these years and years ago, back in 2012. That one was a Warrior Dash race and it genuinely kicked our asses. The race was laid out on a ski resort, so the first tenth of a mile was a run straight up the hill. We didn’t really attempt to run as such, but it still wiped us out and we had to sit in the shade for a while to recover. After that, though, we had a pretty good time climbing over obstacles and helping each other along. We didn’t really try to “race” and we didn’t track how long it took us to complete. We just ran it for fun.

And we’ve always wanted to try another one, albeit one a little less intense.

So early Saturday morning, we found ourselves at the Minnewashta Mud Run outside Chanhassen. It was nothing like the Warrior Dash of 10+ years prior, but it was exactly what I needed.

The course was a mile and a half long, and the obstacles were mostly geared towards kids and families. The tallest of the obstacles was the haystack I nearly fell out of, and most of the over or under type things were just…steppable. But it was glorious.

Marina and I did a light jog for the first lap, following the course at our own pace. It was like a nice walk in the woods with a stop every now and then to wade out into the lake to ring a bell or to crawl through a muddy tunnel. After the first lap, most people stopped, but we decided to keep going. We had plenty of energy and we decided to get some pictures.

We were so clean at the start.

The only problem I had crawling under the netting waws my cute little space buns kept getting caught!

No, I did NOT fall off the haystack. This was a perfectly controlled landing and I definitely didn’t let out a little shriek on the way down!

I’ll be honest, I did not love the tunnel. It was hot and some gravel and rocks had been tracked in there that cut up my forearms a bit. We could have just gone around, especially on the second lap, but I will not be defeated by a tube!

NOW we look properly dirty as we took a moment on the second haystack that I also definitely didn’t fall out of.

By the time we finished the second lap, most people, including the race organizers were gone. They knew we were the last ones (the vast majority of the people who ran only ran once), so it’s not like they abandoned us. They still had snacks and such. But what had been a bustling crowd was now mostly a cleanup crew and normal parkgoers who were very curious about the two muddy women wandering around. Even though Marina and I skipped the obstacle where you could literally swim through a small pool of mud (we learned from Warrior Dash that it is less fun than you’d think to have mud in allllll the places), we were still dirty as hell. We teamed up at the back of one of the cars to strip and put on alternate, non-wet clothing for the drive home. The shirt I wore was beyond saving:

It was exactly what I needed. A walk outside in the sunlight, an adventure, a challenge that made me laugh without pushing me too hard, and a moment to step out of myself and my life completely. For the duration of that muddy walk, I was not just my volunteer self from the convention. I was not just the person at my job, or even at home. For that short moment, I was only and entirely myself giggling my way over a haystack.

Life is too short not to wear the fun cosplay, not to crawl through a tube, not to laugh while changing in a parking lot. Life is too hard not to take a walk on a Saturday morning with mud squishing in your shoes and a branch in your hair. Life is too beautiful not to laugh.

The convention was everything I wanted, and the mud race was what I didn’t know I needed.

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CONvergence 2024 is in the books

CONvergence was fantastic. Sarah and I didn’t perform this year, so I basically just spent my time working Operations and enjoying the event. I didn’t get a lot of pictures, but here are the cosplays and a couple I grabbed!

The gold unicorn look worked! Honestly, it was super comfortable and I felt amazing with the horn and the shoulder armor and the corset. Marina also helped me put pretty colors in my hair!

When I was wandering about while on shift, I dropped in on the unicorn head kept by the First Advisors team. You can’t see that its eyes light up red, unfortunately.

 

This was the second day when we did the rainbow mafia. Sarah and I are representing our ace colors, Sarah even going as an “ace reporter” for the day. I have some spectacular pictures of the whole team, but I don’t have permission to share them in this forum. Suffice to say, we looked fabulous.

Also, I spent the day reclining in a chair like a BOSS and I’m not sure it’s ever been that much fun to chill on the Bridge!

Ah, my steampunk fallback. This was a super comfy outfit honestly. If only the bloomers had pockets!

The shot is bad, but the cosplay was fantastic!

These folks absolutely made my day. Ninja turtles plus Star Wars? Sign me up! I even got badge ribbons from a couple of them!

We didn’t buy a whole lot this year (moving and trying to sell a condo make it a little tighter for the fun stuff) but I did pick up this beautiful dragon friend! Her colors are iridescent blue and green and I love how her scales are rounded like a clover!

Overall, it was a wonderful convention. And it remind me every year why I put in all the hours year-round to make it happen, and who I do it for. Because there is nothing like a community of nerds making art together!

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Checking in

Today is our 21st anniversary, and Sarah and I as usual are spending it not doing anything in particular. The number of times in 21 years we have actually done anything more elaborate than order pizza for dinner on our anniversary is probably no more than 5. We’re kind of boring like that.

In general, however, we’re not totally idle. We have actually been considering moving. We love where we live, but there are a few things we would really like to be different about the space itself. Mostly, we both miss having a dedicated space for spiritual and creative stuff. So we’re doing a little house-hunting.

I’ve also been acquiring pieces for cosplay for CONvergence. The theme this year is “Everyone’s Invited” which is generic but feels to me like “hey, come as yourself.” The 3 cosplays I’m working towards are:

1.) I’m getting together with a group of friends from Operations to do a “rainbow mafia.” I’m going to have a pinstriped corset, a purple shirt, and a gray fedora to represent the ace flag, with a rainbow on the hat as well. Probably going to look badass if the hat doesn’t look silly (I never think I look very good in hats).

2.) Something steampunk-y. I’ve got a cool set of bloomers and an underbust corset that looks like a waistcoat, so I just need to figure out what goes with it.

3.) Last Halloween I bought a unicorn horn from Etsy, so I figured I could do something really cool around that. It’s coming together as kind of a fantasy world unicorn person. I’m getting a gold corset that looks a little bit like armor so my unicorn can be as badass as the other two.

But I’m not ready to share what I have yet, so instead here’s Tadashi being cute as usual.

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Happy Halloween!

I’ve written before about what Halloween means to me, but it is also a time of great stress because it corresponds with one of my busiest weeks at work out of the whole year. Oct 31st itself tends to be a day I’m working until 10pm at night.

So, given that kind of day, I wanted to at least have a little bit of fun. Thanks to an amazing creator on Etsy, I was able to be a unicorn for the day!

It was surprisingly comfortable, not at all annoying, and will DEFINITELY be making an appearance in my cosplay for CONvergence 2024!

Me with a unicorn horn apparently sprouting from my forehead. The horn spirals up from my forehead to a point, about 4 inches long in total, and a sparkly starlight color. My hair is down and curling and I am grinning widely

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I have a cosplay page!

On the excellent advice of someone I highly respect in the publishing world, I have added a whole page to this website chronicling my cosplay journey since 2013. With pictures! If you read this blog and you have awesome pictures of me especially from the years I’m missing, send them over! Otherwise, it’s a pretty nice timeline of how my style has evolved.

I’ll say nothing on the matter of skill. My sewing is as good as it’s ever been and it hasn’t progressed since I was 14. I can sew and it’s functional. If we want pretty, we shell out for experts.

I have to say, in the dream future where I have an author’s picture on a book somewhere — I really want it to be something like this from 2022. Maskless, but just as badass.

Me wearing a tiara with a moon on it perched on a crown of braids, red long-sleeved shirt, underbust corset, and golden shoulder armor that looks like dragon scales joined in front with a golden crescent moon.

Don’t you agree?

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I survived CONvergence!

Actually, I had a blast. There was plenty of chaos that was fun and silly — and plenty that was neither — and I managed to pace myself relatively well both physically and emotionally. I’m still TIRED AS FUCK, mind, but that’s to be expected after 4 days of 16 hour shifts and 2 days at either side moving in/out. I have lots of feelings about the performance Sarah and I did for HarmCon, and lots of stories (many of which are not really for the blog). But the point is that it was fun. It was good. It was, dare I say, restorative? Even though my heart breaks when it ends, there’s a moment in the middle of the convention when I have this absolute clarity about myself. When I know what I’m capable of. When I have done myself proud and I can look at myself and know that I am a badass. When I feel truly and wholly like I am exactly where I belong.

It’s a really good feeling. I try to hold onto it, but it always surprises me when it comes back.

Anyway. Due to the VERY TIRED I’m not going to try to get into all that now. But here’s a picture of me. I did 3 big dresses this year at con and this was the 2nd one. I went for kind of a valkyrie look and actually really enjoyed it. You can’t see the leather bracers or boots in this shot, nor the belt pouch. But it’s still good.

Me from a sideways angle wearing a leather crown with wings, a drapey blue gown, a moon pendant, and a mask and radio earpiece - looking slightly skeptical and having "artfully windswept" aka frizzy curly hair down my back

And, yes, that’s a bandage under my mask. Every year the wearing of a mask eventually turns into a need for something to keep from having my nose by rubbed to the point of open bleeding. I also messed up my feet, but there’s no need for photo evidence of that.

I’ll try to do better than a month between updates, but you know me. No promises until I have good cause to make them!

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